This is how I've been feeling lately. And tired. Tired of pretending that I'm okay all the time. It's not getting better. Sometimes it seems that it's getting worse. I have good moments, I really do, but for the most part, I feel crappy. I feel angry. The fact that this knowledge would delight some just makes me more angry.
I want an "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" type mind wipeout.
Alrighty, then. There it is. Maybe I should take up some form of contact sport to get some of this crap out. Running, while good, does not get the anger out.
No worries though, people. I'll be okay. People have gotten through so much worse. It's just going to take a little more time than I hoped it would.
How about a little Stevie Wonder to lighten the mood... Ahhhh. Much better.
Hugs to you my friend. I'm not sure what is going on, but I'll be thinking of you and praying for you.
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